Lost

Aha!

The beginning
the beautiful beginning
the birthplace of my public mind
the beginning of it all

Frustration abundant
clarity is only to be desired
unattainable as it stands

I hope this is not discovered,
although I may confess as well the opposite
Perhaps this will push me out
to what I have been looking for
to what I will not find since seeking will only deter

How I miss you
my inspiration for the creative, the bold
the passage way through the veil
I have never met one as you, and I hope I never again do
you reeked of clarity
a stillness so calm, so immeasurable